“Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark in the hopeless swaps of the not-quite, the not-yet and the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish in lonely frustration for the life you deserved but have never been able to reach. The world you desired can be won. It exists. It is real. It is possible. It is yours.”—Ayn Rand
Well not really :3
I finally got the tattoo I wanted since High School. I did it on impulse. The price was right, so I did it! With all that’s going on in my life, this will probably be the last impulsive buy I make in a while. I love this quote though. I’m so happy. It sounds weird but when it’s over the pain feels good. I feel relieved, in a way.
Ahhhh! My laptop is coming home by Friday!!! Yay! I hope it still has most of the information on it. I’d hate to have to start from scratch. Even if I do it will be a new beginning for us, and I promise to treat it right!
There’s nothing like a second chance. Too often than not many don’t get the opportunity of a second chance, in all aspects of life.
I can’t wait, there is so much I want to do. I can also order my memory upgrade! I should really consider naming my laptop. I named my bike, which I have to show love to this weekend, so its only right that I name something I use every day!
~I’ve been using a lot of exclamation points [!] lately, I’m starting to worry…~
I understand if your heart is retarded and has let you down with every chance it got, but going with your head just doesn’t seem like it will be enough in the long haul. For some it seems like a hard choice, for me it is clear which is better. Eventually your heart will pull through for you. You just have to be smart about it.
It’s amazing that people think a guy should ignore the “bro code” for the girl he likes, but when its the other way around the excuse is always “friends are forever, boys are whatever.” Females always talk about a double standard, but every single person and group has a double standard.
I have a horrible memory! Hands down, I’m really bad at remembering things. I have post it notes everywhere, which is probably why I love them so much. I swear if my stomach didn’t remind me to eat, I’d probably forget that too. It’s not for lack of trying it just simply slips my mind. One reason for this is probably the fact that I remember statements or revelations of others and even my own. I hold things told to me and revealed to me at such a high regard I forget things like homework and things I need. It is a horrible thing, but I’ll always remember what you say or have said. I’m a professional record keeper lol. :3
“Does this darkness have a name? This cruelty, this hatred.How did it find us? Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and embrace it? What happened to us? That we now send our children out into the world like we send young men to war, hoping for their safe return but knowing that some will be lost along the way. When did we lose our way? Consumed by the shadows, swallowed whole by the darkness. Does this darkness have a name? Is it your name?”—One Tree Hill, Lucas Scott (via imustrememberthis)
“Sometimes i wonder if anything’s absolute anymore. Is There Still right and wrong? Good and bad? Truth and lies? Or is everything negotiable,left to interpretation, grey. Sometimes we’re forced to bend the truth, transform it, cause we’re faced with things that are not of our own making. And sometimes things simply catch up to us.”—One Tree Hill, Lucas Scott (via imustrememberthis)
4- What I’m really good at. I don’t think I’m really good at any particular thing. I have my odd hobbies here and there and my moments of awesomeness. I guess I’m really good at being well rounded.
I can crochet and knit [Grandma skills as Darryl and Kara call them]
I can make friendship bracelets, a trade acquired through Addie.
I am a good listener.
I can give advice but not take it.
I can take a hint.
I take and edit photos
If it came down to down right picking something I’m good at, I would say I’m really good at love. I love with my whole heart. I love from my friendships to my relationship. Even if there was a falling out, if I loved you once I still do, but not at the same capacity as before. The love I have for someone allows me to see the good in them. I believe in second chances and forgiveness chances.